my mind.

4th of July here in the USA, too bad the city cut back the budget by 39 grand. I watch you anyways. This time's not the same but the scenes project themselves and it becomes awfully close. I take a time bomb back to last year and enjoy that one instead. By the time I snap back the show is over, but last years is still going, so I choose that one instead. Its not like I’m missing the lights, I’m just watching a different one than every body else's. There’s a lot more people now; because now its last years and this years voices. I turn them off and turn up the exploding until it’s blasting everybody over. Everybody is falling over but I max it out anyway. Some times people fall over for no reason. The grass competes for wet and dry. Last year wants it to be wet and this year wants it to be dry. It fights battles in my head and the swords stab my brain. I make sure that I don’t interfere in the fight. I laugh under my breath because I am temporarily a bystander of my own mind. I can’t tell where I laugh, but I think it is silent. I hear a word in this year at the same time as I hear the same word from last year. This smashes last year. This year always wins when that happens. I have no idea what the voices are talking about in this year, the only reason I came back is because the words synced. This is when it starts getting crowded. All of the sudden like an attack on pearl harbor; last year fast forwards, rewinds, pauses, plays… divides into another and another and another. Before I know it I have two eyes and one brain attending 4 different places and one body participating in 4 events. I do not interfere. because I can’t. i am sorry that I cannot explain this better, my mind is wandering.