Winners.

This weapon of destruction swallows people’s suffering. And no confusion. You ain’t winning if you’re losing.

There’s no point in straining when you’re stuck inside that medium. What I mean is that there really shouldn’t be any struggle with medium. If you’re not winning than you’re losing. There’s a lot of “moral victories” in this world, but that doesn’t mean it’s a victory. What I mean is that even if you’re trying it doesn’t often mean you’re gonna win. Does that even count for anything anymore? I think it just shallows people’s suffering. Everybody’s always trying to strip away their pain but that’s something that never leaves. You might think you found a savior that comes into your life and relieves you of your troubles but it only covers them up or bury them deep. There really is no worldly savior. Maybe you are not trying hard enough or maybe you are trying as hard as you can. But you probably wont win either way. What I mean is that you HAVE to fight but it probably wont change anything. A lot of people stop fighting, and a lot of people think that their fighting will bring about what they are fighting for. I try not to believe in this near “myth”. This is a hard concept, I know. but sometimes it takes a lot of suffering to bring about bliss. There are two earthly things that can bring bliss… suffering and innocence. Sometimes you come to a point in time where you cannot lose anything else because all has already been lost, that is true bliss because that is true independence. When nobody or nothing can cause your suffering, you have experienced mature bliss. Than your strife must turn into strife for others and not for yourself. Just because I’m losing, doesn’t mean I’m lost. Just because I’m hurting, doesn’t mean I’m hurt. You might be a big fish, in a little pond. This doesn’t mean you’ve won, cause might come along, a bigger one. nb